lala (:

Sentosa.

2009-08-11T18:47:00.002+08:00

Went to Sentosa yesterday. Shan't talk too much abt it. And oh, I wanna curllll my hair, manzsx! :D

Minah Rap. NOT Rep. Kay.

Short; Fat.

Haha! Limited Edtion & Things Happen :p

Shekyn gian. Tsktsktsk.

Look at the curls! :O

Curls rockkkkkkk like what sia.

The rest of the piccas are with Zaza. Gimme the pictures soon, you dickhead! Gahhhh. Hahaha. Alright deh, off now. Gotta call Love uppppp. Tata!

2009-08-09T10:37:00.000+08:00

omgay, bby, I miss you :'(

Spammers.

2009-08-08T11:47:00.002+08:00

I don't understand why people like to criticise one another. Don't you guys ever heard of the quote, "Nobody's perfect"? I also don't understand why, people likes to spam people's blog, without leaving their real name and whereabouts. Tht's utterly cowardish of them. Spammers, I don't care if you guys wanna criticise me or anything, but the thing now is, I don't understand why you guys wanna criticise me, when I did nothing physically or emotionally to hurt you guys. You guys may hate me, I heck care. But for what reasons? Passerby, God gave me this kind of look. I don't care if my forehead is wide or anything, why shld you care? I'm glad that God gave me a look, not a crippled one. And Aishah, you called me ugly bitch. I passed off tht remark. To you, I may be ugly, but if I am ugly, what do you expect me to do? Do a plastic surgery like how Michael Jackson did? That's yr problem kay, Aishah. Call me anything you want just as long as your needs are satisfied. And to another passerby, so what if my boyfriend is of another religion/race? Is it any of your problem? This is my life, it's my choice who I wanna be with. Be it tht guy is Christian, Chinese, African, Indian whatsoever. It's my choice, I decide, not you. You dont control my life, so might as well you shut your hell up. Spammers, why don't you guys think twice when you wanna spam my blog or other people's blog? Firstly, think about the consequences. Secondly, think to yourself, what if other people did the same way to you? What if other people spam your blog, said bad things abt you tht will emotionally hurt you, would you like it? Thirdly, you guys shld live by the quote "nobody's perfect", because it will do you good. Nobody is borned perfect in this world. Everyone makes mistake, and so do you. If you call me ugly, and you are perfect, why didn't you become the Miss Universe of the world? Now, that's what I call if you are perfect. So, I don't wish to be hated, and I'm sure you do too. From now on, please mind your own business, get busy and get bothered with your life, not other people's life, alright? This post is not to emotionally hurt you or something, but, it is to help you guys to help and get a grip of yourself. Bye.

National Day.

2009-08-07T16:30:00.004+08:00

I'm tired of entertaining spammers ah. Aishah, keep on spamming my tagboard, flood my tagboard with your bloody messages, because I won't care :p Hahhhh, cheapskate lah lu, minah!

Oh yeah, we celebrated National Day just now. I gotta say that I'm proud of NCDCC this time round. (claps) As far as I can see, we did great just now. Everyone endured, and not many people passed out. Whatever it is, I'm proud of you guys and I'm glad that you guys endured and persevered (: School ended at 10, 2v6 had to stayback for a while, because our class is dirty and Mr Jana is unhappy with that. Sofia, Naga and Syidah cried, because our class is unco-operative. Even me, myself, am dissapointed with 2v6's performance. Okay deh, once we finished all those matters, girlfriends and I followed Sidah to meet Jaz outside school, because she promised to settle things and come clean with him. Jaz was so emotional, I pity him. Jaz did a lot for her, but yet, she treated him this way. I understand how Jaz is feeling, and I hope Jaz can handle and persevere because all these is parts and parcels of life. After all that commotion, headed to the void deck near the school, to meet Isaiah. Isaiah and Old School left the round table and went to pondok, and me and Shekyn conquered the table. (Conquered sounds exaggerating, but nevermind.) A few mins ltr, Sky came to our table and asked for our permission for Old School to join me and Shekyn at the table. Haha! Then, Rafiq and Alyphia came, Shekyn made her way to meet them. And so, I'm the ONLY girl there, surrounded by 'hunks'. Haha! Sat thr for awhile, then me and Isaiah went off to another place, because there are police patrolling the area -.- Once that is done, Alyphia and Shekyn, Rafiq, Me and Isaiah went to the void deck opposite Gek Poh to so-called 'date'. Isaiah was so funnneeeyyy just now. Haha! Sweet at the same time ^^ Isaiah and I was arguing abt whose hand is bigger. Obviously, it's HIS hand who is big, then he said his hand is small. Wapiang ._. Otw home, Isaiah did his moon walk for me to see. I was laughing like fuck just now. But still, I'm proud because he did the moon walk, just for me. (Awwww!) Okay, TaTa!

Isaiahhhhh.

2009-08-06T19:45:00.003+08:00

Omgay, I'm feeling so tired. My hands are aching like wht already, thanks to polishing my boots while talking to Love otp for 45 minutes! Haha. Basically, tmrw will be the parade. I hope I can endure of standing for 15 minutes+ tmrw in front of the whole school. Omgay, I dnt knw if I can even survive tmrw! :o Gayathri is standing beside me, ohmy~~fucking~~gay! Baunya, menusuk kalbu, manzsx! Wapiangehhhh. And, it'll be so embarassing if Love see me march -.- Otp with him was so dotdotdot, but still, he's cute :p

Me : Bbbbyyyy, got one girl named Aishah who tagged my blog and say ,"u're so ugly, who would want u? isaiah is definitely blind, n ur blog song is irritating, bitc'h."

Love : If she call you bitch one more time, I will make sure her face turn chao ta (?) ah.

Me : Ya right, wtv. If she like you, she can tell me what. There's no need for her to criticise me, stupid bitch.

Love : As if I want her only.

Me: Seriously, if she wants you, she can tell me. I can easily give you to her! Cb.

Love : You really gonna do tht?

Me : Tht depends on you.

Love : Don't worry, I won't leave you for another girl.

Hahhhh, read tht okay, bitchhhh. ^^ my boyfriend LOVES me, not because of my apperance, but because of my heart ah sey. If you're unhappy with tht, I can do nothing, kay. Love can't be forced, mind you. Dream on if you want him lah, pmpn! :D

P.S : I love chatting with EinaPhan! ^^

Quiz; tagged.

2009-08-03T17:55:00.002+08:00

1. Are you single or attached?
- Attached.
2. Do you have a person you like?
- Uh, yes.
3. What is the name of the person that you're in love with?
- Isaiah (:
4. If the person you love and you mum dropped into the sea, who will you save?
- Mummehhhhh.
5. Have you ever hugged someone before?
- Ah yesssss! :D
6. Do you love your parents?
- Pfft! What a question.
7. Will you hug the one you love?
- Dah hug pon! :D
8. Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Yeszxah.
9. Are you jealous now?
- Hah, no.
10. Who is the last person that messaged you?
- Isaiah Love :D
11. Who is clique?
- Uhhhhhhhhhm ...
12. Do you want babies in future?
- Hehs, yes.
13. Do you prefer Macdonald,KFC,Long John Sliver,Burger King or coffee shop?
- Hard to choose sia. Lol. Burger King!
14. Do you sniff glue?
- No, imma gd girl (:
15. Do you smoke?
- Ew? No.
16. If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2-timer, what will you do?
- Kick his dick!
17. What CCA are you in now?
- NCDCC.
18. If you're rich now, what'll you do?
- Go shopping ahhhh!
19. If the one you're in love with, held your hand, what'll you do?
- Nothing ah, lol.
20. If the one you love, reject you, what'll you do?
- Nothing ah. Think he so good is it? Chey. :D
21. What is your favourite cartoon characters?
- Mickeyyyyy baby!
22. Friendship or love?
-Wapiang, hard to chooooose ): Friendship ah.
23. Cookie monster or Elmo?
- Elmo.
24. Do you use laptop or computer?
- Laptop.
25. Do you like loliipop.
- Yes.
26. Do you have dairy.
- Dairy/Diary? Lol. Dairy; no. Diary; yes.
27. There's an admirer of yours and he won't die heart, what'll you do?
- Inna .. Heck care ah. :D
28. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what'll you do?
- Ask him why, and cry (It rhymes!!!)
29. Are you blur?
Yes.
30. If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
- Brown.
31. Who is the last person you chatted in your MSN?
- Ehhhh, forget ah.
32. How many boys/girls have you beaten before?
- Wah, numerous ah. :D
33. If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what'll you do?
- Do nothing ah. He don't love me, be so desperate for what!
34. What school are you in?
Pioneer Sec.
35. Tag 10 besties/friend to do this quiz:
- Shafeqah Amerah. Lol.
- Shekyn.
- Natyqa.
- Kirawan.
- Zaza.
- Shasha Twinzeh.
- JojoKhinzir.
-Meeraaaa.
- Nenek Ira Pantattt!
- Checkyyy Pigyyyy.

hectic, so what?

2009-08-01T16:55:00.002+08:00

After days of not blogging, I feel like starting my lazy fingers to work again. Okay, I just had an emotional breakdown for the last few days, and I gotta thank Love for making me stand on my two feet again. Even though I had my relationship problem for past years, no guys had made me stand on my two feet. At the end of the problem, I will be the one who will apologise even though I did nothing wrong. This proves that, all this while, I have been dating the wrong type of guy! (especially my latest ex. pfft!)

NCDCC has been quite manageable for me lately. After of cant-endure-holding-the-mistgun to able-to-endure-holding-the-mistgun for long. A round of applause for me, please. -.- I'm starting to love NCDCC already. And, at the end of the day, I know tht my commitment to NCDCC will be worthwhile after all (:

I can't go on ranting anymore because I'm tired. Speaking of tired, I can't be tired! :O There's parade beside the City Harvest Church tmrw. There's training on Monday. On Tuesday, I'll be off tutoring primary 4 Pioneer Primary kids. There's training on Wednesday. And on Friday, will be the actual parade. This means, starting from nxt week, I can have a day off only. I can endure, I'm sure I can (: And oh, 3 more days to my 2nd monthsary. I Love Isaiah (:

2009-07-29T20:42:00.003+08:00

I hate being in love. I hate having to go through all of this again. I cried, because of you. Yes, I can't believe, after months of not crying over a guy, I cried. The reason why I hate to be in love is because of this. I don't want to be emotional all over again, like how I used to. I want to be a strong girl, like some other girls do. But I realised, that I'm not strong. Not strong to be going through all this by myself. I never knew that we will fight over this. Partly, it's because of me, I know. But, I really never thought that this would happen. Out of the blue, all of this happened, only for seconds. You promised not to make me cry, you said we will not fight. And, after all this happening, I don't think promises does exist.

I don't wanna leave you,
Don't force me to.
If I do,
then I'll regret everything like you too.

Dig your ass.

2009-07-28T19:54:00.003+08:00

Once is enough, twice is a curse.
I had enough of you.
I really had enough of you.
Get out from my life, will ya?
Stop bothering me because you're just an
Irritating Lifeless Stupid Obnoxious Freak.
You suck, and I swear you do.

Girfys (:

2009-07-27T19:44:00.002+08:00

Isaiah .. Isaiah ..

She rock.

ATC.

2009-07-26T14:48:00.002+08:00

ATC was so tiring yesterday. I can die due to tiredness and because of the scorching sun, man. But overall, I had fun (: We did kayakking, rafting, absailing, rock climbing, flying fox and the challenges. The most scary part is when doing the absailing. We have to climb down the wall and I was shouting, saying tht I can't do it etc. Lucky for me, the sir supported me by saying, "You can do it! Yes, thts the way. Yeah, thts my girl!" Haha! Shekyn and Sha was shouting ,"DON! DON! ISAIAH!" Wapiang. Then for the rock climbing, I succeeded in reaching to the top. Yesxzah! I was stuck in the middle, cuz my hand was aching like what already. But the Ma'am said, "Don't give up! Do it for Zac Efron! Zac Efron is at the top!" Huhu! I imagined Zac Efron waiting for me at the top. Lol. Just like what the Ma'am said ,"Wah, kids nowadays, self-deceive ah." :D Oh, and during kayakking, me and Shekyn are the only ones whu got lost -.- Okay yeah, I built up my confidence as we did more and more challenges. I used to be afraid of heights, but not anymore (: Thanks to the Sirs and Ma'ams for supporting me for every challenge. (Sir Sophian, one of them. HAHA!) Oh yes, talking abt Sir Sophian, he disturbed me ALOT today. He disturbed my voice today, and he even disturbed me being with Nizam. (Yeah, not any Nizam but S Nizam!!!! Otak dier berdengung sia.) Sir Rizal was so hyper today, especially during campfire. He was clapping to himself and me, sitting beside him, was laughing my ass off. Especially Sha. Haha! Reached school around 9.30pm, and we went to MCD. Rusdyi and Shahrul kept making me laugh. Especially Rusdyi with his,"No Titi, nooo! Don't commit suicide!!" and also his Big Mac joke. Haha! Okay, my hands are aching liaozsx. Tata!

Look at Rusdyi : Finger lickin' gooood!

His eyes were red, and he didn't believe. So, I snapped a picture for him to see it. It's gross!

What if I need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true
What if I said I loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight?

tired, effing tired.

2009-07-22T19:20:00.002+08:00

Oh.My.God.

I dont know what happen to me today. I suddenly feel so weak. Especially during NCDCC. I couldn't concentrate, I'm unable to give all out just now. I'm really dissapointed in myself, lost for words, more likely. Oh well, NCDCC was such a dissapointment for me just now. I can't manage to concentrate fully and I mixed all the commands up. The misgun just now was so heavy. I don't want to rant about today anymore. I'm too tired.

I miss those times when I'm with you. I guess I'm a little too not over you ):

long much?

2009-07-21T18:27:00.003+08:00

"you made me cry time aft time , bby . you promised me a lot of things . but , what is the outcome ? bby , im dissapointed in you . why must you keep repeating and doing the same things over and over again ? why must you make me cry again and again ? the reason why I accepted you is because my love towards you is too strong . I gave you freedom and you gave me this shit ? those messages you sent me last night and the advices I gave you lsat night went down the drain . I see now tht u put 'Fanatic Rascals' first , ryt ? Bby , im not doing anything anymore . If this is the way you want it to be , then so be it . If u ended up getting killed and get beaten up by them , im sorry to say tht it's not my prob anymore ."

Wah seh ! Hahaha! I was reading back the post of my old blog and I saw one of the post, which I wrote about Rahim. TeeHee! It's the past ah, kay. The past ahhhhh.

Okay vokay, just now was super hectic. I forgot to complete my Science homework, and I forgot all about Geography test! During reading period, rushed through the Geog notes. Then, after Geog test, I copied Ajmal's work -.-

to Ajmal :- AJIBEK!!! U DIDN'T PASS UP MY WORKBOOK! ABES AHHHHHHHH, MAMPOS SIA AKU BESOK! MRS CHANG WAS ANGRY JUST NOW LIKE WTF WHEN MANY PEOPLE DIDN'T HAND IN. SIAK AH LU, MAL! KAU JWB UTK AKU AH BSK! :@

Kay, after school, was released earlier and we set up the booth for the traditional games. Gahhh, I shan't rant abt it because it's fucking boring and besides, I ended up slacking around and joked around with Za -.- Mr Suhaimi was so extra nice today. Haha! He offered me two pineapple tarts when the class is not looking. Hehe! Then, he went down and gave us the pineapple tarts. And again, he gave me tidbits and cheese cake. Wah sehhh! Super nice, thumbs up! Chey. Oh yes, I was pissed off with Isaiah again today. He promised to send me home today aft school. And, when I finished school, I waited for him near his usual hangout place and I didn't see him. Kay fine, maybe at that point of time, I was wrong to not msg him earlier, right. Okay so, I messaged him, asking abt his whereabouts. He didn't reply. That was fine, y'know. But the thing that is pissing me off is, I was waiting for him like a stupid person, waiting for his reply but there was none! When I reached home at 4.32, he messaged me, asking for my whereabouts. He replied after 30 minutes, how frustrating could tht be? I don't feel like going to school with him anymore, on account of his time-managing problem. Okay now, I gotta polish my boots, finish up my Maths homework, iron my NCDCC uniform. I really gotta chop chop for now! Because everything is so rushing and I'm still stuck in front of the comp for hours. Okay byebye.

Gui Xin darla~

Zazat Sayaaaaang~

Amanda; so loveeeed.

My merah strawberry! A.k.a BIG HEAD (:

My best (: I love Myat/Jangga Buk! :D

Bdk2 sec one this year is like wtf siol. [not everyone, only THEM.] yes, they are super effing rude, y'know. Baru sec 1 ah. Jangan nak act mana punyer fanatic sia. They think I didn't know what they said behind my back. And after all this, they have the cheek to hate and push all the blame to my junior. Common sense lah sehhhhhhh. You guys started the WHOLE thing, and you pushed all the blame to my junior? Sedap pe hati korang buat gitu! Satu2, muka mcm nk kene sepak. Lagi2 pmpn tu. I thought she was ms goody-two-shoes and to think I praised her infront of my frens. Tapi, harapkan pagar, pagar makan padi. Ah, gitulah kan. Step mcm phm sia tu anak. Mcm nk kene debik. What's more, ada hati pulak tu, ckp ngn kwn2 dier bende yg tk betol psl junior aku. And at the end of the story, every one in THT grp is picking on my junior. Siapa makan cili, terasalah pedasnya ehhhhhh. (Like how all minah said it : "SYIALAN PUNYERHQ BDQQ!"

today, yesterday.

2009-07-20T17:09:00.002+08:00

I didn't manage to update yesterday, and so, I'm gonna update about yesterday's and today's event. "Huhu!"

Yesterday, after I reached Singapore, I immediately messaged Love. Haha! Parents sent me to Sidah's house for the party thingy. So yeah, reached there, felt so paisey. Cuz, most of them are Sidah's relative and I don't have anyone to talk to if Sidah is busy entertaining her cousins. So yeah, sat down and joked around with little sister. Talked a bit with Firashah Sister and Jaz. Kay then, went downstairs with Sidah and little sister to fetch Natyqa. Went up again, talked here and there. And yeah, we gossiped abt her/him. Lol! Sang bdae song, and continued eating. (Only Isaiah knows what I ate at that point of time.) Hehehhh. After all that, went to the staircase beside Sidah's hse and snapped pictures here and there. Huhu! And and, Jaz's brother is so !@#$%^&*. Idk what words can describe him. Haha! His mouth ah, feel like putting chilli inside -.- He's just way toooo smart for a primary 6 kid.

Bdk irritating nak mampos!!! Mulut mcm orang tua -.-

Today was so [insert word]. School wasn't tht fun without Shekyn around. Wapiangeh, miss her like what siaaaa. And, I hate Isaiah this morning! Hahs. Okay, early in the morning, around 7, I left my hse and waited for him at the bus stop. I waited for 10 minutes, and I can't even see his soul -.- Okay so, I messaged him, asking him where he is then. He didn't reply my msg. Okay so, I left the bus stop feeling so angry and met up with Sidah instead. So yeah, early in the morning, my mood was already spoiled. And I almost made myself promise not to go school with him ever again. Wah sehhhhh. And then, I shouted like nobody's business and the blister on my leg is already killing me. What's more, the first is PE. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, I endured the pain and the it's killing me bit by bit. A bad way to start of the day, huh? Luckily, Zaza is there to acc me. If not, I'm sure by then, I'm going to be gedebooooosh. Lol. My schedule for the rest of the week is packed already. Tmrw, will be having whatsoever Racial Harmony event. There's NCDCC training on Wednesday. On Thursday, going to buy the exact same track pants with dear girfys. On Friday, there's NCDCC. And on Saturday, there's ATC which will be held at Changi. There will be flying fox, rock climbing, kayakking. Wah seh! Hahaha! How fuuuuunnnn ^^ Okay, I'm out. Daadaa! (:

huhu.

2009-07-18T12:15:00.003+08:00

I'm proud to say that I have a wonderful sister like Kak Mira. She's sucha strong girl, able to accept wtv problems/conflicts tht happened to her. For a minute, I thought that guy will make Kak Mira happy, unlike what Abg Syahril do to her. But now, I was proved wrong. What's up with the tactic of asking for brk through letters? Lelaki tkde bodek jer buat gytu. I mean, cmon. Tht guy is upset with everything just because Kak Mira kept a lot of things from him, which is in the past! How I wish, I could meet him and let him taste Lala's powerful punch. Oh well, whatever it is, I know Kak Mira is able to go through all this because me, mama, ayah, Kak Zana, Dinah and Dini will be by yr side. Oh oh, plus our cats toooo. Girls dont need guys to be happy, right? TeeHee. Smile always kay, Kakak (: Wo Ai Ni a lot a lot ahhh. Hehs.

I was effed up with my sister, Dinah, just now. Feel like smacking her, manzsx! I woke up at 10 am, just to fetch her from her religious school. (If not, I'm in deep sleep at that time!) It's so troublesome to wait for 99 bus, on account of 242 bus not passing by the place. So yeah, waited 15 minutes for the bus, reached there, and realised tht, THAT IRRITATING GIRL IS NOWHERE TO BE SEEN. Kay, panic for a second, called up my mum and she said ,"Kau jgn balik kalau dier takde!" Wapiangeh! I missed two 99 bus just to wait for tht gundu. And then, I received a call frm mum, saying tht Fifi sent her home already. See! Wasted my ez-link fare, wasted my energy, and what's more, wasted my beautiful sleep! -.- Okay deh, I'm done posting. Will be off to Malaysia later and I'm gonna miss Love so much ):

Khinzir .

2009-07-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

I love my khinzir ! (:

short yet sweet .

2009-07-17T19:43:00.002+08:00

Wo Ai Shafiqa Amira (:

NCDCC was so hectic. Training was so-called harsh, but whatever it is, I still put in my 101 % in tht training. Mr Lee is now in-charge of us, Sec 2's! Ohmygay, I was jumping for joy, lost for words. HAHA! And damn, Ma'am Chua sent me, Syaiful and Sha to this quiz thingy. Wah sehhhhhh, I have to read abt the HISTORY OF SINGAPORE, INCLUDING HISTORY OF CIVIL DEFENCE. :( Okay, wtv it is, Love will keep on supporting me. TeeHees! Love is so sweeeet today. I loveeee him~ Kay, shuddup.

I miss MyraKechiq :( Haha. It has been a jolly well long time since I last had a real talk with her. Gonna trash everything out during the next t.rugby training. TeeHee! I wanna go out shopping with her so badly ..! Oh, hope she will last long long long (okay, make tht forever, ehhh.) with Fauzi, her babyboy. Awww, they're the sweetest couple on earth. Awwwww! Okay, I'm done here. I love you, beloved senior aka my kaki gerek! (:

Happy Birthday, Shasha!

2009-07-15T19:26:00.003+08:00

Twinzehhh! Happy Birthday kay, sayang.
Be happy always. Be a gooood daughter to Cik Ghaz & Cik Yati ^^
You're the most wonderful girl I met ever since my mum gave birth to me.
(emotional lah pulak.)
Enjoy your life to the fullest. Enjoy today to the fullest.
I love you, twin (:

I almost cried when Love sent tht msg to Sidah. No guy has wrote tht to me after a long time. (': Thank you, bby.

2009-07-14T16:33:00.002+08:00

I love her. (Anyone terasa?)

School was so WTF today. Overall, today is very BOOOOOO. We started off with English. Sucha bad subject to start off the day with. Me and Sha was deciding, whether to choose Zac Efron/Harry Potter for the assignment. Very pusing lehh. And then it was Geography. Mr Tan rocks! Okay lol. I don't understand a shit he was saying just now and eventually, I switched off my mind/brain/wtv you call it. Yes, I yawned yawned yawned until Mr Tan randomly picked register number 17 that made me wide awake. Oh, register number 17 was none other than ME. Yes, and at that point of time, I showed him this very blur look that made him repeat his question. Okay skiiiiippppp! Science was boring. Mother Tounge, 2 words : PLAIN RUBBISH! Mr Ayub was so irritating (yet cute). " Terima kasih, semua!" And I shouted. Yes, I shouted back, as loud as I can : "Terima kasih, cikgu!" Hahaha! Aidil's voice and mine are the loudest. Huhu. Then it was Maths. Wapiangeh. Boring nak mampos. I ended up copying Ajmal's work ^^ This teacher who came in and observed us, (his name was Mr Koh) he came up to Aidil and their conversation goes like this :

(Aidil was talking to me.)
Mr Koh : You finished your work?
Aidil : Uh, no. Sitting inspiration uh.
Mr Koh : Tak bikin, ckp tk bikin. Tak payah cakap sitting inspiration.

He spoke malay and I was like, wtf! Lol. CE was effing boring. I wanna continue messaging Love now. DaaDaa! (:

And bby, it doesnt matter to me anymore. Cause with whatever hairstyle you hv, you look cute just the same. And oh, hairstyles can never change my feelings towards you.

short.

2009-07-13T19:45:00.004+08:00

I love Zaza ! (Ada sesiapa yg terasa?)

Love : Just now you got see the hot guy or not?
Lala : What hot guy?
Love : The yesterday I talk abt tht one.
Lala : (laughs)

He was referring to himself. Haha, wtf! Cant stop laughing, man, like seriously. Went over to Natyqa's hse just now. Wah, we crapped and gossiped a lot. (Why does she go for guys younger than her!?!?!??!!!!) Still remembered Natyqa shouted tht sentence. I'm fucking effed up right now with them. Waduuuuuuuh, pusing banget deh! Chibssss lah. Okay dadaaaa!

(I dreamt Ahmad Z and Nadeea A being together, wearing a couples' tee and I was effing jealous!!! Ohmygay, bad sign. So so so so bad.)

damn.

2009-07-12T17:27:00.003+08:00

Yeah, all these is my fucking fault, am I right to say that? Am I right to say that it's WRONG for me to write and say that I love Natyqa? Seriously, I have nothing to do with the brk-up of your ttm-ship. What else you wanna say? That I don't like you being with each other? Like I even care both of you are together! I want the best for my best friend, is it wrong to be even doing that? Natyqa's my friend, and this is my blog to be saying tht I love her or whatsoever shit, okay? So what if it's random? If I uploaded a pic of me and Za on my blog and say the exact same thing, you think my initiative was to make you realise tht Za is the for you? Use your fucking brains if you ever have one. I've known you for over a year eh, boy. And perhaps now, I wont ever talk to you since I'm the cause of EVERYTHING. Making me feel emotional is all you ever do. I already have enough problems, there's no need for you to add to my burden.

Write the names of the 14 peoples you could think of the top of your head, then answer the questions. They're also invited to do this quiz.

1. Isaiah
2. Zaza
3. Joe
4. Ajmal
5. Shekyn
6. Sha
7. Natyqa
8. Shud
9. Adleena
10. Adzizul
11. Yourlanda
12. Masleena
13. Dyna
14. Sky

1.How did you get to meet 7? (Natyqa) - through Sidah and Shekyn.
2. What would you do if you and 13 have not met? (Dyna) - it'll be the same, I guess.
3. What would you do if 1 and 12 date? (Isaiah & Masleena)- Wahhhh, I'll flare up!!
4. Have you seen 14 cry? (Sky) - No.
5. Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? (Ajmal & Yourlanda) - Hahaha! No.
6. Do you think 11 is attractive? (Yourlanda) - Absolutely :D
7. What's 2's favourite colour? (Zaza) - Black.
8. When was the last time you talked to 9? (Adleena) - A few hours back.
9. What language does 8 speak? (Shud) - Malay and English.
10. Who is 13 going out with? (Dyna) - I dont know? Lol.
11. What grade is 12 in? (Masleena) - Same as me, Sec 2.
12. Would you ever date 10? (Adzizul) - Kiss my ass first. Cehh :D
13. Whats the best thing about 13? (Dyna) - Very outgoing, I likeeee. Lol.
14. What's the best thing about 8? (Shud) - A very good advicer.
15. Have you ever kissed 5? (Shekyn) - Wapiangeh. No.
16. What was the best memory you have with 7? (Natyqa) - Every minute with her is the bestest memory (:
17. When's the last time you are going to see 6? (Sha) - Hingga dunia kiamat. Ceh :D
18. How is 12 and 14 different? (Masleena & Sky) - Girl & Boy.
19. Is 6 Pretty? (Sha) - Extremely.
20. How did you meet 5? (Shekyn) - In school.
21. Is 1 your best friend? (Isaiah) - No. He's my forever love.
22. Have you seen 4 on the last time? (Ajmal) - last friday, at school.
23. Do you hate 12? (Masleena) - No. She's my sayang!
24. Have you seen 4 on the last month? (Ajmal) - Yes.
25. When was the last time you talk to 3? (Joe) - Last Friday, at school.
26. Have you been to 5's house? (Shekyn) - No.
27. When's the last time you gonna see 10? (Adzizul) - It has been years! Ceh, exaggerate.
28. Are you close to 13? (Dyna)- Not really.
29. Have you been to a movie with 4 before? (Ajmal) - Haha, no.
30. Have you gotten into trouble with 8? (Shud) - Nope.
31. Would you give 2 a hug? (Zaza) - Yes, of course! I'll hug her everyday :D
32. When have you ever lied to 3? (Joe) - I'm honest with my pig. (:
33. Is 1 good in socializing? (Isaiah) - Do you, bby? Lol!
34. Do you know secrets about 9? (Adleena) - haha, yes.
35. Describe the relationship between 12 and 14?(Masleena & Sky)- uh, sec sch frens, maybe?
36. Best thing about your friendship with 9? (Adleena) - she's always there for me.
37. What's the worst thing about 6? (Sha) - If she starts to nag, there'll nvr be an ending. Lol.
38. Have you ever had a crush on 12? (Masleena) - Lol, no.
39. Does 14 have a girlfriend or boyfriend? (Sky) - I DONT WANNA KNOW.
40. Have you ever want to punch 1's face? (Isaiah) - No, I'd kiss him instead (:
41. Has 2 met your mom? (Zaza) - Yea.
42. How do you get to meet 3? (Joe) - Through NCDCC last year.
43. Did you ever physically hurt 3? (Joe) - Uh, I forgot.
44. Do you live close to 7? (Natyqa) - Yes.
45. What's 8 Favourite food? (Shud) - Shit, I dont know .
46. What kind of car does 1 have? (Isaiah) - A fake one.
47. Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before? (Adleena) - No ):
48. If you give 14 $100 what will he/she spend it on? (Sky) - I dont know.

quiz.

2009-07-12T13:39:00.002+08:00

Was tagged by Zazat Sayaaaaang (:

1. Isaiah
2. Zaza
3. Sidah
4. Sky
5. Joe
6. Adleena
7. Natyqa
8. Shud
9. Shekyn
10. Sha

- Isaiah , the truth is that ... you're the best I had so far.
- Zaza , the truth is that ... you're the first bestest friend I ever had.
- Sidah , the truth is that .. you're very caring.
- Sky , the truth is that ... you're quite handsome.
- Joe , the truth is that ... you're pretty romantic.
- Adleena , the truth is that ... you're the best adeq angkat I had.
- Natyqa , the truth is that ... you rock.
- Shud , the truth is that ... you're the best.
- Shekyn , the truth is that ... I've never had a friend like you, who is so sincere & kind-hearted.
- Sha , the truth is that ... you're crazy yet cute.

'Exclusively Chloe' rocks like seriously. Such a romantic book. I want a boyfriend like Jack!! He's so romantic and hot :D and yeah, Love has not been messaging me much these days. I'm starting to miss him :(

NatyQa.

2009-07-11T11:06:00.003+08:00

NatyQa rocks like hell. I love her nak mampos!
(:

pusing.

2009-07-09T19:25:00.004+08:00

I feel so irritated. Irritated like to the maximum already, I can blow my top anytime now. I'd really have to say that I hate people with NO originality, so not original. I call them posers ah, more likely kan. I dont wanna state their names here, I just dont want to do so. Waste my energy only. I dont wanna go on, ranting abt those group of posers. We're the original ones, so, better shoooo far far away. Hmph! (satu-satu muka mcm tapai basi. kalau lawa tkpe jgk eh. suka nah ikot-ikot style aku and the rest.)

School was sucha bore! I swaer it suck, man. Seriously. I want to kill tht Zee-BRA (remember, Kira?), I want her DEAD & GONE! Huhu, so evil. She picked on me at class just now, just because I don't know how to answer her question. (Ketiak dier tak shave!!!!) She loves to boast around abt her grandaughter, like I even care a shit about how she acts at home! Met Shahril (accidentally) at the library. He asked for Sidah's number, cuz he wanna save it. Then Sidah thought he wants her number as in, nk kenal2! (hahahahha!) lame-o. Okay deh, I wanna go on messaging Love (: DaaDaa!

Happy 13th Birthday to Dyna Sayaaaang ! (:

Sha wrote this on her blog :

Okay attention to all ,
I've seen numerous tthe web related to something called 'the UC' ? I dont want to mention names , but hey , THAT IS OURS . The ones who came up with the Usual Crews thing , it was US . Well its true , we havent been using that term for a long long time BUT that doesnt give you the damn permission to use it . We came up with it , and YOU guys know it .

Want proof ?
Oh yes , its USUAL CREW , without the 'S' .
Wanna be part of us , just tell & we'll see if your worthy to join .
But if you wanna 'act' cool instead and copy others ? Go ahead , originality defines EVERYTHING .

Survey.

2009-07-08T21:34:00.002+08:00

Was tagged to do this survery by Yourlanda bby (:

1.Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- cheeky cheeks.

2.How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- shocked. (it's 6.10 am already!?)

3.Who was the last person you took photo with?
- Zaza.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- Yes ? :p

5.Would you ever donate blood?
- Ah, see first.

6.Have you had a bestfriend who was an opposite sex?
- Yes! JojoKhinzir :p

7.Do you want somebody dead?
- Oh yes, very much.

8.What does your last msg says?
- 'Ur tender, loving, swit kiss :)'

9.What are you thinking about now?
- Ways of killing sisters.

10.Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- Yes.

11.What is the time you go to bed last night?
- 10.

12.Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- Juying Pri. Lol.

13.Is someone on your mind?
- Yeah. (shy face)

14.Who was the last person who texted you?
- Isaiah Love.

15.Tag 8 random people to do this survey !
- Isaiah, Zaza, Sha, Shekyn, Shud, Natyqa, Ajmal, Check, Adleena.

16.Who is number 2 having relationship with?
- singleeeeee :D

17.Is no 3 a male or female?
- Female , duhh.

18.Say something bout no 1.
- the best I've met, the one I love (:

Usual Crews ; the original.

2009-07-07T18:01:00.002+08:00

Stupid discipline masters are so stupid just now. They think tht, by shouting at us, we'll actually be scared of them. Lol. I don't even care one single bit lorh. They think they rule they school, they're better off ruling the fish market with "tht voice". Pfft! Skip that part, shall we? And yes, the original Usual Crews ah back ah kay *winkk*

Usual crews : Ajmal, Sha, Shekyn, Kira, Natyqa, Sidah, Me (like duh!), Aidil, Matin, Za, Shud ^^

We started off with this grp name a long time ago already. But since there were some problems, our grp has been gedeeeebooosh lah. So now, everything settled, tadaaaaa! The Usual Crews are back to rule the world. Chey, mcm phm. Okay dadaaa (:

lazy ass.

2009-07-06T19:33:00.002+08:00

I'm so lazy to update my blog . I have no interesting story . I'll update in point form.

- Rara came to my hse.
- Went to JP.
- Head off to Gek Poh.
- Met up with Shekyn at the bus.
- Met up with Za.
- Went toilet.
- Met up with NatyQa.
- Went to JP.
- Starbucks.
- Coffee Bean.
- Library.
- Crapped.
- JojoKhinzir, SkaOldSchoolBestie, AwanOldSchoolBestie arrive.
- Everyone started to become emo.
- Home.

There's school tmrw. What the hell. Bye.

feeling so down.

2009-07-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

Birthday was not enjoyable. One way or another, it sucks. I don't know why I cried when I received Ajmal's present. And that is, I cried in front of Love. It was embarassing, but, it's helpless. When I received the present from Love, I cried again. Too emotional, I suppose. My birthday fall on the wrong week/day/month/time. Had fun with fellow girfys just now. Enjoy the pictures. And oh, I'm gonna reveal my secret abt my love. I dont care what they will say, I just don't care anymore.

Take note eh : We're imitating the minah's. :D

Imitating the minahs' and mats'.

Imitating the minahs' was so funeeeyyyy ! HAHA.

Unsuccessful ; picture is ugleh because I'm ugleh -.-'

Guess who. (Non-edited hor!)

Zaza's handphone is being the calefare ! -.-

And, the secret I wanna reveal is :

my love <3

School sucks.Pictures.

2009-06-29T14:25:00.004+08:00

School was so WTF. Starting of the day, couldn't find my mickey mouse water bottle. I made sucha big fuss of it in the morning till I was late meeting Sidah. First day of school, started of real bad. Lessons was so boring. Feel like sleeping right there and then. Mrs Chang was blabbering like there's no tmrw. Wah, sian leh! Recess time, didn't eat anything as I wanna save moneyyyyyy to buy [insert item]. Shortly after recess, me and some others were called out for the AYG thingy. Yeah, I have to be the reporter. Tiring like dog sia. No table, handwriting become so [insert wooooorrrrd]. Rugby boys were doing their haga (how is it spelled again?) and the band played some music. Quite nice to hear, actually. Me and Za were fooling around. Hehehehehhhhh. Kay then, Art and followed by Geography. Oh yah, I couldn't understand a thing Ms Liu was saying during Geog just now. My mind just switched off. And the next thing I knew, I was blabbering nonsense in my textbook. How cooooool. And yeah, Sidah was sucha bitch today. !@#$%^&*! Firstly, she didn't accompany me to meet Love. That made my mood go gedebooooosh to meet Love. F her ahhhhhh :@! And during recess, Sidah pinched my cheek. Not just pinch, but pinch, turn my cheek around and pull it down. I shouted at her till people look at me. Cb ah tht girl! :@ Oh, after school, since I wasn't in the mood to hang out with Love, I went home instead. Love sent me home. Was quiet most of the time, but talked abt several stuff along the way. He looks super cute :p Okay deh, I'm tired. I'll upload the pictures of yesterday's cable car trip (which was super damn effing fucking boring!)

Mummy & Dini was looking at the wrong camera. Haha!

Now, Daddy is looking at the wrong camera! -.-"

Everlasting love ~

Si mentel.

Si miang.

Si gatal.

Since it's a family pic, I have to make it bigger. :D

Irritating nk mampos.

Si mentel + si hitam.

Spot our similarites?

Daddy's girl ^^

I'm turning 14 tmrw, but I dont feel excited at all. I wonder what's got into me this time round.

school.sucks.a.lot.

2009-06-27T12:56:00.002+08:00

I dread school.I dread school.I dread school.I dread school.
School is so suckish now.School is so yuckish now.School is so fuckish now.

Timetable for Semester 2 suck a lot, man! What's up with new teachers? Pioneer always has this problem of changing the wrong teachers y'know. They could've changed Ms Wang to Mr Lee, but they foolishly didn't. They shouldn't hv changed Ms Kwok to (what's her name again?) Mrs/Ms Zee something2. And, D & T teachers suck man! 2 seek 4 got MR LEE as their D & T teacher D: I was hoping he'd teach us one subject. But booooooosh! None. How stupid can MOE be? Ah, fuck it. &, who the hell is Mr Ayub !?!?!? I prefer Mr Hafiz better. If that Mr Ayub is an old teacher, I have to say that Pioneer perhaps has the fetish for employing old teachers. (Mr Yatim, Tok Yem, Mdm Prema etcetcetc..) &, what in the world is I & E !? Aw man! Like what Check Hwee said, changing of teachers will definitely affect our results. &, the chances of Ms Intan teaching the 2V Band 2 class is very high. Just our luck. Hope those new teachers will be lenient towards us eh.

ZatLatRat Babies~

2009-06-26T21:31:00.002+08:00

I had fun with my ZazatRarat darlings just now ~ they make my day so troubled-free. Heheheheh. Met Zaf A at Gek Poh bus stp, then we WALKED to the stadium. After that, we WALKED to Pioneer Mall and went to Giant. Then, WALKED back to Gek Poh, and WALKED to Rara A's house opposite Corporation Pri. We then WALKED back to Gek Poh, sent off Zaf A to the bus stp. Me and Rara then WALKED back to the shelter and camwhored and talked abt Love ~ Okay daaaa ! (:

Shan't upload the rest. Too lazy, I supposed. & fcuk, there's AYG tmrw. I dont wana go! :((

Kitty kitty cat .

2009-06-25T11:32:00.004+08:00

I have no idea what to update for today. So, since my laptop has soooooo many of my cats' pictures, might as well I upload them and let you guys see how cuteeee they look. Teehee! :D

mcm kene rasuk gytu :p

Shake your booty ! :D

Read the paper there : COLD .

Best friends forever , awwww .

When I wake up , I will tend to see this :

And, when Puteri wants to get married, she will escape and find her "sex partner" :

~~

Sexy Fitri .

When I'm in bed, I will expect this :

[]

2009-06-23T15:53:00.002+08:00

I'm so lazzeeeyyyy to update. By hook or by crook, I have to update this blog. It's my responsibility, right? I don't wanna be like Ajmal, who will tend to leave his blog hanging. Haha! Love has not messaged me since just now. Wah, I'm bored like what sia. I've finished editing my class blog, check my facebook, tagged and friendster, blog-hopping, chatting. And now, I have nothing to do. NOTHEEENNNGGG. Gosh, I sound so pathetic. Love must be jamming now, I think? Oh nvm, I guess I'm gonna have a nice sleeeeeep. And, I hope it's gonna rain. Wouldn't tht be so cooooooling when you're sleeping? Hahs! Okay, bye.

bored.

2009-06-22T16:01:00.005+08:00

Hot, aint he? Haha! He asked me to put a picture of him on my blog. Aww, he's so cute. Okay, im gonna get bck to the real thang. Was planned to go Sentosa tmrw, but I have to cancel it last minute due to some reasons. So, this whole week, I wont be going out, I guess? I'm just too lazy to spend my time outside. There's fresh air in the house, why bother? Haha! [insert name] is going jamming tmrw. Haiya, miss him like what already. What shld I be doing for the rest of the week eh? Homework halfway done. I'm left with Science forum and the Maths project. *yawns* lazy like swine, y'know. I dont feel like doing it, but it'll be added to my CA marks and I personally do not want unsatisfying grades this time round! Pffffft. And, I cant believe school starts next week! Lazy lah. Ah, im so bored. It's 4.09 pm now, I wanna get some sleep. I just realised tht im worse than a pig *snort*. Toodle, readers!

the past.

2009-06-21T22:36:00.002+08:00

I've been flashbacking to the past lately, and I have no idea why. Haha, it was such a joke when I came to think about it.

When I was 5/6 years old : I still remembered I had my first crush. I thought , having a boyfriend was cool seeing how my first sis has a boyfriend. Yeah, I tried it out. I still remembered his name 'till today. Ammar. Haha, I even fought with a girl, Farhana, over him. Stupid right? Oh well , monkey love! (: Also, at that age, I acted like a bitch. I still remembered how I bullied a pathetic girl in class. She was so blur, and I ended up pinching her ear, slapping her face 'till it's red. She was crying so badly and at one point of time, there was this relieve teacher, who came in and was effed up with her, asked me to pinch that girl's ear. Her name was Yasmin, I think? I can't remember. And 'till now, I can't believe I was so evil when I was little. I wonder how the girl I bullied is doing now. Hmmmm...

In primary school : P1, I always wanted to be first. Everything I do, I have to finish up first. If not, I will end up hating the person who finish first. Haha! I was appointed the group leader, and whenever I want to collect assignments given, I will ask them to pass it to me slowly. As in, take their own sweet time. Because, the last grp will always be at the top, right? Haha! In Primary 2, someone was appointed the monitor/monitress. And everytime they are asked to write names who are talking on the board, I will raise up my hand and ask the monitress to write my name down. Because, at that time, I thought names on the board will get prize from teachers. How hilarious. I was such a fool at that time. Primary 3, I was the spelling bee. Every unseen dictation(?) given, I will always get it all right, goes the same with spelling. That explains why my spelling is tip top, right? Haha! When it comes to mental sums, I will tend to copy my partner's work. Haha! I'm not evil, I always wanna win, remember? (: Jun Wei was the one sitting beside me. But, trust me, I did not copy his work, on account of him being very bad in Maths! Okay, Primary 4, nothing special. But I changed, changed as in, I was much more matured and I dont always wanna win. During that time, my teacher, Mdm Rahayu, will ask the boys to sit in between the girls. I still remembered , Syafiqah and I always wanted Jun Wei to sit in between us because he's the gerek friend. Haha! And, Shasha used to tell me that my uncle 'makan gaji buta' because he pushed all the work to her dad. Shasha, I don't think you remembered, do you? So notorious. Primary 5, was the time when I was too 'emotional'. I will tend to vent my anger on Syafiq, because 1)he's very irritating 2)he's fun to be bullied. I will pinch him, 'till it's red and at that point of time, he said that it doesn't hurt. But I know, it hurts because his skin peeled off, because of my long fingernails. Primary 6, that's when I remembered, I had my first boyfriend. Haha! We never talked in school, only on MSN. Also, if he has something really important to say, we will pass letters. (Primary 6, what do you expect?) Relationship don't last that long. It lasted for 3 months, and I broke up with him because I was too caught up with Rahim. Stupid, foolish girl.

Sec 1/2 : Nothing much to say, met the best of friends that I will treasure. Problems never fail to pop up, but, who cares? Now, I met my real true love. (:

bby love's birthday.

2009-06-16T16:24:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to dearest love (:

I hope you have a great time with y0ur family today .
You have turned 14 , and soon , it'll be my turn ^_^
Thank you for being there for me .
Thank you for the love .
I love you (:

Family .

2009-06-15T13:27:00.002+08:00

Went to Malaysia over the weekends . Nothing much to say , anyways . Camwhored and crapped a lot with dear sisters . Ah yes , this Wednesday , gonna meet [insert name] . Awwww , I misssss that guy ! ):

Daddy is a photocopy of me ! :D

Hahaha , nice or whaaaaat :D

Daddy look super funny , manzsxc !

fierce ah kakak :D

No No No , this is not my sister . HAHAHA .

Doraemon !

Tmrw is bby love's birthday . I have yet to buy him a present . And not forgetting , 15 more days to mine (:

randomly.

2009-06-13T15:55:00.002+08:00

Hahhhhhhhhhh , bored ah bored . Stuck at home today . Not really stuck , but nvm .. Parents and little sisters went to Bird Park for the blood donor thingy . Second sister munching non stop since just now -.- First sister never stops listening to my mp4 -.- Later , going offfff to Malaysia . See , ltr cannot msg [insert name] again . Haiya .

Anyway , watched MTV just now . Zac Efron , uber hot ah siaaaaa ! (; He was hugging Vanessa Hudgens , like wtf . LoL . Robert Pattinson received A LOT of awards today , Zac Eron received only 1 . Oh nvm .

[insert name] , Wo Xiang Ni ! I wanna meeeeeeeet you . Next week , it's a must to meet you , bby ! (:

JoJo Khinzir : Isn't tht name sweeeet , ppl ? (:

CPR .

2009-06-12T17:55:00.002+08:00

I feel so exhausted , lethargic , tired and weak , manzsx ! CPR was so [insert word] . My hand is swollen , thanks to doing thousands of chest compressions ! Shall not elaborate more abt just now . Just get into your head that it's boring and draggy , alrights ? (:

Anyway , the Sirs there are super hilarious . :D This malay sir was joking ard with us while doing the test and out of the blue , he will ask me random questions such as :

1) Do you have chinese blood ? You look like Chinese !
2) Do you have a brother at SCDF ?
3) Oh , no brother ah . Then , what's your sisters' name ?
4) Amira ? How old ah ?

There's more , lazy to type la -.- And , another chinese Sir asked me , "Do you have chinese blood or something ? Cuz' your face looks like Chinese , y'know tht ?" OMFG , I laughed my ass off when he said that . Me ? Look like Chinese ? I bet Kak Mira will laugh and say that I have Indian blood due to my darkness . -.-" Planned to meet [insert name] today , but plans were cancelled cuz I was tired . Gdbye , peeps .

GDO (:

2009-06-11T18:47:00.002+08:00

Girls' Day Out was awesomeeeeeee :D a thousand thumbs up !

Met up at the Jurong Point Control Station at ard 11 + , and we headed off to City Hall . Kak Mira is treating us to free drinks , who doesn't want it ? :D Okay then , Kak Mira fetched us at Raffles City Shopping Centre and we went off to Starbucks . We went to Vivo after that . We got "lost" actually . LoL . We hv no idea which MRT to tke -.-" A lady saw our "gelagat" and laughed . Haha . Arrived at Vivo , went to Banquet first . Then , went to play water . Cam-whored here and there . And , there's a part when I got super shocked and pissed off by my girlfies . Thts when they started to splash water at me , leaving me DRENCHED . -.-" Okay then , went to the toilet , dried up and got to know that Zaza's leg is bleeding . I mean , internal bleeding . Sha was like ,"You have to poke it , get it out , Za ." Called Ma'am , Ma'am said Zaza hv to go to the doctor . Za was stubborn , refused to go to the doctor . I shouted at her . LoL . Okay , went back to Boon Lay , sent Zaza home and we sat around a bit near Zaza's void deck . Then ? Home Sweet Home (:

Let the pictures do the talking .

Attached + Single Ladies in dresses (:

And baby , thanks for being honest with me . By confessing , you hv actually convinced me that our relationship will go far . (:

Joe .

2009-06-09T12:15:00.004+08:00

Gotta thank Solihin for spending his time to draw Lala Monster . (JoJo , pi maen jauh2 sana!) He's getting on my nerves . But , nvm . JoJo is still my best friend . Alright , JoJo ? (:

PS : I miss MyraKechiq ! I wanna meet up with her and tell her ALL my problems ):

People , if you guys think that I'm still loving Ahmad , then all of you are wrong , okay . I've alr moved on . And now , Ahmad and I have nothing going on . No more feelings between us . So , dont go around , asking me "How's you and Ahmad?" Because I wont answer that question . Just so you know eh , I dont wanna love guys from Sec 3 anymore , because I thought that they are matured but whereas , they're not . So yeah , me and Ahmad , a big NO NO . And , Ahmad , please , ask yourself what you do to me . Did you realise , that all this while , you are trying to run away from responsibility ? Yeah , that's what I realise . Don't come and tell me that it's unnecessary bla bla bla , because I don't need to hear tht . Alright ? I'm the one who faced to all the problems we had , not you . You seem not to care . Why blame me for everything ? I was trying to save us , y'know , but , see .. Things don't turn out well . You shouldn't hv fall in love wif me in the first place , knowing that it'd affect your studies , knowing tht you'd end up hurting me , the girl you used to love . Think about what I said and digest it . Do not flare up , because you're part of this too .

Sisters , irritants .

2009-06-08T21:31:00.004+08:00

Today , stayed at home the whole day . Plans were cancelled , wth . Making me a fool out of myself . Pffffffft ! Little sisters really pissed me off the whole day today . They messed the house , irritate me and the worst thing is :

THEY LOCKED MY ROOM LEAVING THE KEY INSIDE .

So yeah , I feel like killing them . But no , I will not . My handphone is left inside for hours and it's silent . And I can sense that [insert name] msged me and I was right ! Around 7 pm , Dad opened the door knob and I quickly took my hp -.- 2 missed calls , 3 messages . Yeah , from Sidah and Syidah . And [insert name] messaged me . Woooo . I replied his msg after 2 hours . Zzz .. Tmrw , idk if im going out . Depends on my mood , ah kay . And , Daddy didn't throw Putri away ! Yeaaaaay ! Okay , [insert name] just messaged me . Awwww , I miss [insert name] !

malaysia , putri ):

2009-06-07T22:22:00.002+08:00

Yeay ! I'm baaaack . Hahaha ~

Basically and overall-ly , kampung was sucha bore ! Bore , I tell you ! Bore ! What's with the heat , the fan was sickening slow , no television , no computer , no wind ! So , tell me people . What will you do if you're in a situation like tht -.- ? Sickening , for the whole 4 hours of stay there , I was hooked up with my book and my mp4 . At least , those 2 things are my lifesaver -.- Today , reached Singapore at around 3 ? Yeah , I think . I msged [insert name] straight away . Rindu gytuuu kan XD Hehs , reached house , changed to something formal for a wedding . Then , offfff we go again ! To a wedding . After the wedding , went to Marina Barrage upon Daddy's wish and after tht , we went to Jurong point to buy some stuff . Daddy bought Mummy a new handphone !! Slide some more ! And and , it's PINK :S Okay , I want new handphone like NOW ! -_- Enjoy the pictures , okay lovey dovey (:

no work , thts why . 4th picture , innocent abes !

Dinah's masterpiece .

Dini's masterpiece .

Note : I was pointing to the pineapple .

It was super hot !

Twins , just like me and Shasha . hahahha ! The shorter pineapple is me , btw . Not that you can see the difference , but yeah (:

Daddy said ,"You look cheeky in this picture ."

See see ! Dinah is reaching my height ! When will I ever get tall ? ):

Dini Baby .

Daddy no work ! -.-

Daddy wants to throw Putri away . If he lets go of Putri , what does that leave me ? At night , I wont have any company beside me . At night , I wont have something to cry on . At night , I cant pet something . Putri , the best cat I ever had . But this hv to happen . Just because she peed everywhere within the house , you hv to throw her , right ? Cats hv feelings too . Now , she's outside the house , in the cold , meow-ing for my help . Tonight , I wont have company and I cant talk to her . I miss Putri . Even though it has just been hours )':

Putri ):

AYG , misses .

2009-06-04T14:01:00.002+08:00

There is AYG tmrw . Oh , sucha bother . After school tmrw , gonna head to Jurong Point with boyfriends and girlfriends . Aww , I miss miss them !

Okay , let's get back to real business okay , people . HAHA . I have nothing to rant about anyways . I'm just updating because I have nothing to do . What a sadist . AYG will start at 10 am and ends at 12 pm . Will head home , change to home clothes , wait after 2 hours and I will leave my house . Going JP just for the sake of meeting my lovables classmates . See , thank me , people ! Cehhh . Anywayyy , tmrw , gonna spend a lot of $$ka-ching$$ on presents for people . That will leave me BROKE . Oh LoL . Tmrw night , might be tagging parents along to Malaysia -.- Sucha bother ! Depends on my mood ah kay .

Can I have these for my birthday ?

Hannah Montana Soundtrack CD ^^

Ashley Tisdale Soundtrack CD (:

My husband's soundtrack CD :D

Mickey Mouse Bear[s] !!

Jodi Picoult Books XD

Thts only a bit okay . HAHA ! Oh oh ! I need those beautiful earpiece at Courts so so badly ! HAHA ! syhrezd brother , you owe me (:

Okay lovables , go to sleep now . Muah ! Zaaaaaf Archuleta , I love you toooo okay , baby ! HAHA . That was so random , isn't it ?

2009-06-03T23:01:00.003+08:00

Rule #1:If you open this you take it.
Rule #2:You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Rule #3:Tag ten people.Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list?
- ah ? idk ah .
Q: Been arrested?
- no .
Q: Do you like someone?
- [yes!]
Q: Held a snake?
- no .
Q: Been suspended from school?
- no .
Q: Sang karaoke?
- yes .
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
- yes .
Q: Laughed until you started crying?
- haha , yes .
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
- no snow in singapore ! how to catch one on your tongue ? -.-
Q: Kissed in the rain?
- was about to , but no .
Q: Sang in the shower?
- not singing it , but humming it . does it count ?
Q: Sat on a roof top?
- no .
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
- haha , no .
Q: Broken a bone?
- no .
Q: Shaved your head?
- no .
Q: Played a prank on someone?
- YES .
Q: Shot a gun?
- a toy one , so fun ^^
Q: Donated Blood?
- no ...
Just be 100% truthful
1. You hung out with?
- my family .
2. You texted?
- Don (:
3. You were in a car with?
- family .
4. Went to the movies with?
- urgh . Rahim -.-'
5. Person you went to shop with?
- Friends .
6. You talked on the phone?
- Shekyn .
7. Made you laugh?
- Little sister .
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon?
- moon .
2. Winter or Fall?
- winter .
3. Left or Right?
- right .
4. Sunny or rainy?
- rainy .
5. Where do you live?
- on the little red dot on the map .
6. Club or pub?
- neither , can ?
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on?
- yes .
8.Do you want to get married?
- yes .
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
- twirly .
10. What time is it?
- 11.06 pm
11. Are you afraid of commitment?
- yes , very much afraid .
12. What is your greatest hope/wish?
- to [insert sentence] .
13. Do you cook?
- no :D
14. Current mood?
- happpppy .
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone?
- nope.
2. Sang?
- yes .
3. Listened to music?
- yes .
4. Danced Crazy?
- no .
5. Cried?
- no .
6. Liked someone you can't?
- no la .
FIRSTS
1.Who was your first date?
- Rahim .
2. Who was your first roommate?
- Hah , none .
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
- i dont drink .
5. What was your first car?
- mercedes aaah XDXD
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing?
- forgot .
8. Who was your first grade teacher?
- who ah ? *stratching head*
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
- never ride one before D:
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time?
- never lorh . see , i good girl XP
11. Who was your first Best Friend?
- Rara .
12. Who is your best friend?
- Zazat , Rarat , Shekyn , Sha , Shud , NatyQa .
13. Where was your first sleepover?
- where ah ? -.-
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
- Rara .
15. Whose wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman?
- oh oh ! my aunt . is flower girl counted ? o.O
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning?
- check hp .
19. First tattoo or piercing?
- ear .
20. First celebrity crush?
- Zac Efron aaah ! XD
21. First crush?
- Shahiran .

boreddd.

2009-06-03T12:13:00.002+08:00

[insert name] , pleaseeee top up your prepaid and msg me ! i'm bored when you're not there , msging me . awww , how sad .

House is in a mess. But I'm still stuck in front of the computer. I still remembered what Daddy say ,"Kau asyik duduk pat situ! Kerja rumah tknk tolong! Aku potong internet!" And I stormed off to my bed, texting people. HAHAHA. Ah, lazy to update. Later mum will be sarcastic to me in many ways. Okay bye.

[insert name] , i misssssssss texting you! ):

Ncdcc

2009-06-02T17:20:00.004+08:00

NCDCC was fun to the maxsz aaah ! Haha . The number 1 reason is , the seniors are not there . Number 2 reason is , we pretty much do not hv anything to do . LoL . We were supposed to train for the NDP thingy . But then , not enough time . 9 am to 4 pm , I did nothing ! -.-" Firstly , I was shocked to know that I passed my campcraft theory :O Secondly , I have no friends for the first part of the day ): How sad . Shafiqa , Shahrul , Rusydi [Rossa] , Syaiful , Fawzan , Solihin , Hazwan had campcraft practical re-test . While the rest , they re-take the campcraft theory test . That leaves me alone , becoming a loner , nothing to do at ALL . Yeah , I looked at them having their campcraft practical test and I sat one side , reflecting on my own love life . I asked myself a lot of questions , but some are left unanswered . Okay then , just now , I so-called 'exercise' lah kan . LoL . Since I'm so 'free' , Sir Neilson asked me to go up to the DnT room , find ma'am etcetc . Walao , penat mcm anjing sia ! Finally , they started on their test and Rasidah and Idris came down and accompanied me . Awan was super free , and he come and sit beside me . He was like , trying to convince me that [insert name] is a good guy , and that I should accept him . He told me 1001 reasons , but I'm still not satisfied . Idk eh , something is stopping me from [insert word] him . Hmmmmmmmmm . Today , I 'molested' irritating Awan . -.-" He is super duper and fuckingly irritating ! He took my hp , wanting to reply to [insert name]'s message . I Love You semua keluar ! I was so petrified that I actually had to go and [insert word] him . [insert disgusting word] . Next , he took my hp , bluetoothed all my pictures to his hp . I diedie thought he was bluetoothing NatyQa's picture lorrrh ! F you lah , Awan ! -.-" Insyaallah , gambar2 aku tu , telah disampaikan kepada [insert name] . LoL . Anyway , [insert name] came to school with his mum and lil sis . This time , my heart didn't flip and did not beat very fast . HAHA ! That is an awesomely good sign because , I've moved on with my life . [say Awwww !] Okay , let the pictures do the talkings , okay lovees .

Syawal's girlfriend was cun melecun siol ! Waaaah . Anyway , this is Syawal . Haha .

Muka aku tk perlu sgt sgt .

Natyqa , Ejan eh ? HAHA !

L.O.V.E ; Syawal CANNOT be a photographer ! -.-

HAHAHA !

I'm getting uglier , I see . oh myyyyyy !

NatyQa , lawaaa JAM ? hahaha .

Just like my grandma reading the magazine .

OOOOOPS !

Lala with Isaiah ? WTF ?

Awww , our sweeet husband (:

Guess who . Guess who . HAHA !

Shekyn's .

Mine . Stupid Sidah go and tick Isaiah's name . _|_

It was lunch time , I was trying out a new method for human beings to drink . So , tadaaa ! Try it out , peeps .

TADAAAAA !

Adios people , Adios .

Hazwan , you have actually convinced me a bit about [insert name] . I will consider it though ,

book trailer .

2009-06-01T21:13:00.002+08:00

Book trailer's pictures .

My role was becoming the mother . But yeah , in tht pic , I was supposed to be crying , but I laughed instead XD tht explains why I cover my mouth .

Ajmal , cute peeeeer !? HAHA .

Ugly duckling at the faaar left .

My group will be competing against the national level . I hopeeeee we will do our best XD

Don , [insert name] .

2009-06-01T18:56:00.003+08:00

Headed off to library with my 3 darlings(mcm phm) + Chacha and Fatin . Ah , talk talk , walk walk , and straight to homey . I'm super lazy to update . Just so you know ~

To Don/Ice/Isaiah :- Don , I hope you're reading this . I'm sorry for rejecting you , I'm just sorry for everything . I hope you understand the situation I'm in now . I just had a recent heartbreak and I'm scared to fall in love again . I stopped believing in love ever since that someone broke my heart . And ever since then , my heart is closed . I don't wish to fall in love until I have officially finish my O's . Thank you , for being sweet to me . And , thank you for saying tht you'd wait for me till I'm ready . I gotta thank you for doing all that to me . You're a sweet guy , I can't deny . But now , let's give it a break , shall we ? (:

To that someone starting with A : Just so you know , I am still in love with you . But the love/feeling isn't as strong as how it used to be before . I hope , this way , you can concentrate fully on your studies and I hope you will find true love once you finish your O's . I can't be loving you for the rest of my life . I have been loving you till I find myself lost somewhere in the driveway . Those fights I had with Nadeea over you , I wonder why I actually bothered to do so . Oh well , I guess that's how it is when you're in love . In one way or another , thank you and sorry for everything .

Happy Birthday , Beruuuk !

2009-05-31T23:03:00.003+08:00

Yeaaaaaaaaah , like I mentioned earlier in the previous post , I went out with Shekyn and Sidah . Waaaah , panas mcm anjing ah ! All of a sudden , when I step to Jurong Point , my life was becoming darker . Darker and darker . And smellier . Oh , forget it ! -.- Plans to watch Night at the Museum 2 was cancelled and we took Neoprints instead . I'm becoming fat , thanks to the food Sidah bought at Old Chang Kee . 3 people's food , looks like as if it's a party . No wonder I feel like puking when we sat around the park just now . And , tht stupid birthday girl turned on stupid songs that made me and Shekyn become stupid and shout at tht stupid girl ! -.- She switched on the song 'Jangan Pernah Berubah' , 'Bukan Superstar' etcetc . Eh minah ! Kau phm tk kenangan manis tu aper ? Me and Shekyn was trying to forget the memories we USED to hv at tht park , and there she go , reminscing it ! Dasar bego .

I'm getting chubby D: !

Shekyn is lucky to have Ahmad.S still loving her . While my Ahmad.Z actually stopped doing so . I just realised tht i'm not strong enough to go through all this alone . Yeah sure , there's support from Syahrizad Brother , from Shekyn and Sidah and Zaza , but still , I can't seem to move on . Because , everything that I do , keeps coming back to him . Keeps making me think about him and keep on missing him . I used to rmb how happy I was to actually have him in my life . But now , well ... If I had a choice , I would want to rewind time . Rewind back to the time I was happy being with him .
Don is being hard on me . He have been putting on high hopes , hoping tht I would actually accept him as my boyf . I've tried telling him numerous times about me can't live without [A.... .] , but still , he's insisting tht he can change my life . How am I supposed to tell him tht I can't accept him without making him hurt ? Oh my !

30 daaaaaaaaaays .

2009-05-31T11:19:00.004+08:00

Today , not going out with family . Mum , Dad and lil sisters are going to a wedding . Big sis went to Batam with her colleagues . Second sister is staying at home , studying . I'm going out with Shekyn and Sidah to Jp to watch Night at the Museum 2 . I watched the part 1 , and it was super lame . I ended up sleeping . So yeah , only 3 ppl going . How saaaaad . Oh oh ! Today is Sidah's birthday . Awwww , 14 alr heh . Mine is 30 days awaaaaaay XDXD im expecting a present from Syahrizad Brother XP Oh , im feeling so tired . No more $$ka-ching$$ ! -_________________-

Happy Birthday , Sayannng ! (:

Now , I've made a wise decision . No more love , crushes , admirers now . I don't even want to think abt it . My heart has been used for umpteen times already and im scared to go through it again . Because , when I love someone , I love him whole-heartedly . When they said something tht will end our relationship , I will tend to do something foolish . But now , after knowing that AZ and I are over , I didn't do anything foolish cause I've already expected it from the beginning . Although I'm hurt , im moving on , wif my gfs . Yes , it is wonderful to have a boyfriend/admirer beside you . But sometimes , it may hurt a lot . AZ , thank you for giving me the chance to actually love you .

JOHN .

2009-05-30T22:21:00.002+08:00

today was a looooong day ! super tiring , manzsx ! have to usher VIP's [inculding Mr Nathan] to their seats . I dont do much actually . just fooled around with Natyqa .HAHA . Rusydi did most of the jobs . Amek kau ! XD anywaaaaay , Don messaged me the whole day today using the word 'syg' , 'darling' and dear . he also sent me beautiful malay lyrics . HAH ! Natyqa , Shikin , you know I know . *puke* the NCDCC-ians did a great job at today's parade . awww , im proud of you little earthlings (': Zzzzzzzzzzzz.

seburuk-buruk babi di zoo.

L.O.V.E (:

And the irritating jerk in the picture below was fuckingly and awesomely irritating aaah . when the parade ended , we went to Burger King . And , he was like , "JOHN JOHN !" there's a joke behind it . aku ikutkan kehendak dea , sampai aku skali dea panggil John . And , he was so GAY today ! today is one of his gay-est day . He was ,"Hari ni , aku tukar jadi Rossa . Lawa kan ?" Amek kau , aku kasi satu pelempang . -_- Also he said ,"Yesterday is the 'happiness' day of my life. (which is supposed to be HAPPIEST!) Aku terjatuhkan bola volleyball , abeh Epitt amekkan , abeh kasi aku .[flirty laugh]" Gawd ! -.-

damndamndamn

2009-05-30T10:37:00.002+08:00

its raining . there's ncdcc later . will start at 3.45 and ends at 9 pm . are there gonna be hot ncdcc guys ? if yes , i want their number . choy . :x

i miss him . i still love him . i wonder why it has to end this way . but whatever it is , im still strong . i cried the whole day ytd . tears suddenly flow when im listening to sad and sappy songs . i read his past msgs and i cried , again . im sucha cry baby . why must i cry over small things . is this small . no , i think this is big . i wanna kill myself . kill , i tell you , kill . im sure the world will be a better place without me . and without me , im sure he will move on wif his life . and without me , guys won't have the opportunity to hurt me . gosh . my eyes are swollen . i cant sleep well . don asked for stead . i rejected . oh well .

my last words.

2009-05-29T15:32:00.002+08:00

if it means to let you go , im going to do it . i dont want to be hurt for the umpteenth time already . im ready to let you go , because i know it's the best for you . i understand your packed schedule and all that , and i dont mind . because i know tht in my heart , im always there to love you . people dont understand the things im going through now . its hard for me to handle everything . to let you go , means we're over . but now , it's complicated . i understand your situation , im not gonna probe about it . you failed three subjects , and im sorry if it's about me . i can never be sorry for loving you . and , i just wanna thank you for everything . everything .

it does hurt to let you go.
sometimes , i just wish i could say no.
but now , i realised that i have to let you go.
and with all the courage that i have , i am going to do so.
thank you for loving me .
it just pains me to see,
you leaving me.

& yeah , i didn't upload our convo , not to worry .

unsatisfying results .

2009-05-28T17:24:00.002+08:00

Dissapointed , yes I am . I gotta stay focus starting from next term . I can't bear seeing those unsatisfying results in my report card .

English : 58.5 - (C5)
Malay : 71.5 - (A2)
Mathematics : 63.0 - (B4)
Science : 64.9 - (B4)
History(Revised) : 63.2 - (B4)
Literature - 69.9 - (B3)
Art - 67.9 - (B3)
Home Economics -70.1 - (A2)

Comments : CCA : NCDCC 100% IPW : B Nabila is a cheerful and pleasant student . She gets along well with her classmates . She is capable of achieving better results and must continually seek improvement .

I did tremendously bad for this term . I deproved , like a lot . But I improved a lot on Maths , thanks to Mr Lee . I used to do a lot better than this in CA1 . Just look at my malay ! I used to get A1 every year , for goodness sake ! I'm utterly dissapointed with myself .

june holidays , crushed .

2009-05-27T17:18:00.003+08:00

PROJECTS , PROJECTS , PROJECTS !

It's like , killing me slowly . Damn it . Holiday have not even started , teachers have been giving out holiday assignments today . R-U-B-B-I-S-H ! 2 Science project will be given out , 1 Maths project , 1 English Compre Worksheet . During the hols , hv to complete all tht PLUS all the AYG meeting . Not forgetting , NCDCC practical + trainings ! AAAAAAH . Family is going off to Batam during holidays . How to go holidays when my schedules are damn packed ? Can I back out from the AYG thingy ? I was sabotaged by Zat , I'm so regretting to hv to agree to it . :( It looks like my June Holidays will be full of meetings and trainings . When to have rest ?! -.-" I just hope there's no NCDCC camp over the holidays . If they were to have camp WITH the west spring students , I'll NEVER attend . And damn , I will be missing AZ during the holidays , then . This Saturday , NCDCC DAY . I'm going to escort VIP's to anywhere (?) Ah , damn lah .

Dini , sister was standing in front of the lift and "whispered" loudly to me :
"Kakak Lala , orang tu , kasut besar seh !" What's more , the guy she was talking about was MALAY . Ah , buat malu aku jer ! -.-"

Rafiq .

2009-05-26T19:03:00.002+08:00

Today went to visit Rafiq at his house . He was met with an accident (?) Yah , and he's getting better . We can still make him laugh ! HAHAHA . Had such a joy at his house earlier on . Munir kept on bullying tht poor little kid -.- And , Goldy (?) , their cat , is supaaaa cute ! XD After visiting him , went to JP Banquet to eat 'coz we were starved to death . Then , head home . Anywayyy , I skipped Rugby training for dear Rafiq today . See what a good fren I am ? :D

She was actually 1 cm higher than me , but , I was stepping on a slope to make myself look "taller" . XPXP

In this case , I am taller than her . But , I was bending down .So , yeah (:

Im getting chubbby ! NO ..!

(Zoom in to Sidah XDXD)

My Bimbooo !

The cuteness in us XDXD Ajmal , agree wif me !

Hair spoiler -.-

Adios , people ! :D

\az,imisstalkingtoyou/

Juneeeeee , come !

2009-05-25T20:34:00.003+08:00

School is stressing me out . Yes , I'm like , super duper confused ? Yeah , only Zaza and Syahrizad knows about the thingy thats stressing me out . Tsk . Enrichments are going on this week . Yes , have more enrichments ! So I don't need to listen to that WAAAAANG . Pissed off with her , like seriously -.- Had interclass just now . I was supposed to join the Netball , but , my leg has some technical problem . Gaaaah ! Anywaaaaaaay , I wanna go out during the June Holidays ! I dont care . Kak Mira , go hair treatment yok ! You pay for my hair treatment XPXP

June Holidays plans :-
- AZ ! Let's go out to somewhere .
- Girfys (Sha , Shekyn , NatyQa , Shud , Sidah) , lets go to SENTOSAAAA ! and head off to somewhere to pssst : SHOPPING !
- Sisters Day out . Yok , Kak Mira , Kak Zana ! Spend more time sikit XD
- Juying Primary Peeps . Let's meeeeeet up !
- Darlings (Gui Xin , Ajmal , Zaza , Aidil , Matin , Syidah) , come ah , go out ! -.-
- Khan , Roy , come come ! :D
- Touch Rugby girls ; lets have a small outing :D
- Shasha ! Iqah ! Yok , shopping . Cuzens Day Ouuut .

Okay , anyone wanna go out with me ? Afeeq , amcm , nak ? :DD

loves.

2009-05-24T20:22:00.002+08:00

Thank you for making my sunday filled with happiness and joy , girls (:
Syahrizad brother , thank you for being there for me and thank you for listening to the problems I had in life .
Shekyn , thank you for being my listening ear and also for all tht advice .
Zazat Sayang , thank you for comforting me and thank you for giving me your shoulder to cry on .
I love you guys (':
I'm sure I'd be lost in love without you guys .

2009-05-23T13:26:00.002+08:00

it may be random , but they mean the world to me . (awww!)

Friday ,

2009-05-22T20:56:00.003+08:00

Today was tiring . It's the same old thing I said everyday . What's happening to me ? I keep feeling tired everyday . Anywayy , had PE for the first period . Finished the Napfa test . It was super duper tiring . I can't seem to pass the standing broad jump , I wonder why .hmm .. 8D Did the inclined pull up and , TIRING LIKE DOG ah -.- I was struggling and screaming like a woman giving birth . Yes , I swear I did ! (I wonder what will happen if I give birth *eyebrows up*) okay , pull up done , proceeded to sit and reach . Finally , I got GOLD . ;D Again , I shouted . My leg was in pain
! :@ Damn tht sit and reach thingy -.- All done , went to the courtyard , and I tried doing the standing broad jump AGAIN , like , it's the THIRD TRY . But still , I landed on 150 cm . Daaaang it ! I was super duper effed up . Okay , let's move on ..

History lesson was traded with Literature lesson . Had discussion for the play . And , can I just say tht I'm irritated with the "Little-Miss-Know-It-All" ? She acts as if she knows everything and I'm sick and tired of her flirtiness .

And , eh girl , keep on scolding me . It's true that our grp needs a guy to act as the male lead ! Yeah , we can only depend on Ajmal . What can the other two do ? Stupid eh you ? So easily , you go and say ,"Just have one of us be the male lead ah . For what must trade me and Elyna wif Ajmal ?" Yeah , since you are so clever , go on and be the male lead ! Come on ah , get your fcking brains working . All of us have long hair , right . You expect what ? Our voice to change to a male and act as the male lead ? Seriously , I'm sick and tired of both of your nonsense . Those cheekyness , flirtiness , smartness and , what else ? Thts it , I'm stepping down .

NCD was quite okay earlier . Had theory lesson about CPR . It was super boring *yawns* . Hazwan kept pulling and pushing my chair wif his legs . He's super irritating -.-" Did footdrill blablabla .. And , when we were about to be dismissed , Donald said ,"Hazwan ! Coffee Shop open !" And we all laughed like helllll ! Hahahaha . Hazwan's face turned super duper red . LoL . Okay , headed off to mcd to have dinner and there , saw Shasha and family . (Shuhadah is soooo cuuutee !) Ok bye :D

tired.

2009-05-21T20:52:00.001+08:00

I'm getting sick .
My voice is changing to a sick voice .
I don't have the energy to shout .
I feel so weak during rugby training .
There is PE tmrw .
Shall I skip school ?
I feel so weak + sick + tired + lethargic .
And , my whole body is aching .
What's happening to me ?

moodswings.

2009-05-20T18:50:00.002+08:00

Im tired .
Im feeling so lethargic .
Im pissed off .
Im in pain .
Im in love .

Dang it ! I don't have any mood to post .
My mood's currently down .
My body is in pain .
And , because of you , fat asshole , I HATE MATHS .
Go f yourself rather than shouting at us over small little things .
celaka.buto.musibot.

I'm unhappy with everyone.
I'm not in the mood to text people .
I have no mood to eat .
I have no mood to do anything .
I have no energy too .
There's t.rugby tmrw .
I'm gonna be greatly affected .
Bye .

dang it .

2009-05-19T18:42:00.002+08:00

Training was so HECTIC . Tiring , I tell you . I can die , I can die . Stupid coach . Pushing us too hard . I miss Zainul and Hady and Yusoff , man ! ): I dont want that crazy chikopek coaching us . _|_

Zaza , Syidah and I throw vulgarities at him . (behind his back , of course :D)
Zaza says : "Buto !"
Lala says : "Celaka !"
Syidah says : "Musibot !"

HAHAHA . Fun nak mampos . If my toe turned blue black , I will sue that chikopek ah ! Ah , I'm tired . Bye .

Happy Birthday to all May babies :-
- Shekyn .
- Natyqa .
- Shud .
- Solihin .
- Mr Hafiz .
- Rafiq .
- Syidah .
- Sidah .
- Beloved mummy (:

This month , gone bankrupt ! Sorry , Mr Hafiz . No present , I'm on budget . Solihin , sorry , no present . And , im still searching for Rafiq's , Syidah's , Sidah's and Mummy's prezzie . Oh noooooooo ! Disaster . Any more May babies ? Happy Birthday to you and sorry , no present :D

Kenduri , marks .

2009-05-18T15:06:00.002+08:00

Haven't posted for a few days already . Yes , today's purpose of posting is the pictures for Saturday's kenduri and my usual daily boring rantings . Got back my english paper . Paper 1 , got 37/60 . I have to be thankful because although I wrote the wrong format , I scored points . AMIN , AMIN . Paper 2 , got 22.5/50 . How saaad ): Everyone is like scoring above the passing mark . Pfffft ! Celaka . XDXD History , got 58/100 . I flunked a lot . And , I scored points for the rubbish stuff I wrote . For the John Crawfurd question , I scored 1 mark . HAHAHA ! Maths , was shocking indeed . I thought tht I am among the 4 people who failed . But , I was proved wrong . Ms Wang was saying ,"Okay , the next person is a female . She scored 69 . Very close to 70 . The person is , ..." At tht time , I was vandalising the table . "Nabila !" And woooosh , I looked at her . I thought tht I was caught for vandalising the table . Great improvement , I have to say (: For Literature , got 72 marks . Aidil got 2 marks higher than me and he boast around -____________-

Aidil : Nabila dapat berapa ?
Me : 72 .
Aidil : HAHAHA ! Aku dpt 74 . :p
Me : Abeh ?
Aidil : Aku menang !
Me : Aper jeeeerrr !

Me : Aidil , kau baca tu .
(If you got a shelter under your head , it enables you to grow ."
Me : Aku tk grow grow pon .
Aidil : A'ah eh ! Kau ada malnutrition !
Me : Aper jer !
(Aidil calling Ms Kwok .)
Aidil : Cher , Nabila like got malnutrition like tht .
Ms Kwok : Why ? Because she dont have enough nutrition like you is it ?
(Ms Kwok walked away .)
Aidil : Ckp org , sendiri bdn mcm gitu .
Me : (burst out laughing)

Damn , malnutrition , aneroxic . What else !? Daaaaang you people who keep comparing your height with me .

The giler girl .

I'm getting chubbier ! Oh no !

Izza , twinzeh's sister .

Sweet girls .

Ayuni ,cute baby (:

Best cuzzies !

My love . :D

FLAT AH FLAT !

Rogol budak kecik jer tau !

intoxicating .

2009-05-16T11:55:00.002+08:00

'Till when will I stop crying ?
All types of questions never stop running through my mind .
Every night , before I go to sleep , I will tend to shed a tear just thinking about it .
I wanna stop feeling this way , but I just can't .
I gotta stop doing all this .
I'm tired of acting like I'm fine , whereas I'm not .
I dont care about what people say to me nowadays .
And , I just keep my ears shut at times .
I need a shoulder to cry on .
I need someone to talk to .
But , I just cant seem to find that someone .

He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
It's just so frustrating intoxicating ;

Joe .

2009-05-15T23:16:00.001+08:00

I had fun chatting with Solihin . Hahaha ! Tht 'handsome [eeee]' guy .

(11:09 PM) solihin:	oi tk tido pe?
(11:09 PM) Lala !:	tk
(11:10 PM) solihin:	tk penat pe?
(11:10 PM) Lala !:	tk
(11:10 PM) solihin:	asl siak?
(11:10 PM) Lala !:	ntah
(11:10 PM) solihin:	aku tk buat ape ape pe pat kau asl pm kau gitu
(11:11 PM) Lala !:	-____________________- diam ah diam
(11:11 PM) solihin:	haha sedih pe?
(11:11 PM) Lala !:	tk . happy .
(11:12 PM) solihin:	mcm tk de mood je
(11:12 PM) Lala !:	ada.
(11:12 PM) solihin:	bende ape to pso?
(11:12 PM) solihin:	perangai solihin original
(11:12 PM) Lala !:	hahaha . aper je . PREMARITAL SEX ORGANISATION
(11:13 PM) solihin:	bende ape siak tu?
(11:13 PM) Lala !:	hahaha . project grp name .
(11:13 PM) solihin:	mepek siak ade je
(11:13 PM) Lala !:	bkn lah . **bkn aku
(11:14 PM) solihin:	ouh...
(11:14 PM) solihin:	ah,tenga buat ape?
(11:14 PM) Lala !:	baca blog kakak aku .
(11:14 PM) solihin:	kau nan kakak kau kan same block
(11:14 PM) Lala !:	lame ah lame . -_-
(11:14 PM) solihin:	kk fine dah makan?
(11:15 PM) Lala !:	dahhhh .
(11:15 PM) solihin:	makan ape?
(11:15 PM) Lala !:	aper kau nak ?
(11:15 PM) solihin:	aku bored
(11:16 PM) solihin:	disturb dlm melayu ape ah?
(11:16 PM) Lala !:	kesian kacau ganggu
(11:16 PM) solihin:	kacau kau best ah
(11:16 PM) Lala !:	otak kau , okay small boy .
(11:17 PM) solihin:	dule mat sekarang small boy yang mane kau nk?
(11:17 PM) Lala !:	-_____________- terimalah seadanya . okay , cik ?
(11:17 PM) solihin:	haha kau mcm mcm ah
(11:18 PM) solihin:	hight kau ape ah?
(11:18 PM) Lala !:	153 .
(11:18 PM) solihin:	weight?
(11:18 PM) Lala !:	40 . gemok siaaaaaaaaaaa . pfft !
(11:18 PM) solihin:	tau pon makan bende mepek lagi ah
(11:18 PM) Lala !:	junk food . sedaaaaap !
(11:18 PM) solihin:	haha

(11:20 PM) solihin: kau tgk aku fit jer.

PSO -________________-

2009-05-15T14:37:00.003+08:00

School was quite okay . The not okay part is when Mrs Tan take over -___________- In her class , we have to be serious ALWAYS . Oh oh , when Mrs Tan is talking about the exam papers , I took my stapler bullets and keep throwing it to Shafiq . HAHAHA ^^ He was pissed off and whenever he wanna scold me , I will tend to say ,"Shut up lah , Shafiq ! Mrs Tan talking , right ." HAHAHA :D

Okay next , Science period was quite fun although I was a bit pissed off by Lu Maw . Yes , we were separated into groups of 4 to complete a project . My group have to do PREMARITAL SEX . We were split into groups and I chose Lu Maw's group out of Jacelyn's grp . LOL . The reason why I didn't join them was , 1) I will be the only Malay there . 2) I am not close to them . 3) The presence of her makes me wanna puke and I know she will always stick to me . -___________- And , MY GROUP HAS TO DO A PLAY FOR PREMARITAL SEX . Yes , A PLAY . A SKIT . And , damn Lu Maw says , " Nabila , you become the lead actress playing the role of wanting sex . And Check hwee will be the lead actor playing it with you ." I gave Lu Maw the look and he shut his bloody mouth up . DamnDamnDamn ! I dont wanna act . Besides , Mrs Chang will be videotaping it . Die lah ! Oh , and , Lu Maw gave our group a very 'cute name' . PSO - which stands for PREMARITAL SEX ORGANISATION . So horny lah that six inches guy . I have to become the victim . Shitttto .

After school , I spotted him . HAHAHA ^^ So cute . And Sha , mind what you are saying , okay . :D He is not bi-sexual , mind youuuuuuu . Pfffft ! XDXD

exams ; hawtstuff .

2009-05-14T11:32:00.004+08:00

Lets have a summary about the overall examinations .

English :- The text was super merepek . Whats up with WAR text ? -_-
Maths Paper 1 &2 :- Frigging easy (:
Science :- Manageable ; even though I didn't quite study it ._.
Mother Tongue :- Effing easy . (I LOVE KARANGAN !)
History :- Damn merepek . Fail ah !
Home Econs :- The topics I studied eventually were tested . AMIN ..
Art :- Damn the setter . So complicated -.-

All in all , MYE is manageable . Go to hell with History ! Who the hell is John Crawfurd ? -____- And , Aleks disturbed me just now . How wonderful ! NOT .

Me : (concentrating on Home Econs ; last few minutes before exam ends)
Aleks : Nabila !
Me : (gave him the what-else-do-you-want look)
Aleks : Are you aneroxic ? You seems to be aneroxic .
Me : (shows him the whatever sign)

I mean like , hello ? Me , aneroxic ? I ought to join 'The Biggest Loser' lah . Blind or what ? Can see my fats , still say I'm aneroxic . Pffft !

Went to mcd after school today . Headed home , change into home clothes and went straight to mcd with Sha and Shekyn . While waiting for the 3 ladies , me and Shekyn ordered food . Damn , I'm like so hungry just now . Pfffft ! -_- Yes , done eating , the 3 ladies came and followed by THEM . Yes , girlfriends know who are the THEM . Done eating , went to Prime and bought Coconut Milk , as instructed by Mum . And me , being a very good girl , went home straight . :D

Ohh , HAWTSTUFFIES ! (:

Note to that girl who wrote bad things about my brother on her blog :- Girl , stop being a perempuan murahan ,can ? Just accept the fact tht my bro dont like you . Why must you write all those bad things abt my bro at yr blog ? Paisey alr is it ? Paisey tht my bro dont want you ah ? Dream on lah ehhhh . He hv his own life and admirer , stop harassing him .I wont reveal your name on my blog . Mengotorkan blog aku je .So yeah , last warning okay , girl .

random.

2009-05-13T13:30:00.002+08:00

Maths Paper 2 was frigging easy . Those topics tht I've studied eventually came out and , TADA ! , the formulas are in my head . I completed the paper in less than 1 hour and was about to go sleep when damn Aleks called me -.-

Aleks : Nabila .
Me : (turned to him) give him the what-do-you-want-asshole look .
Aleks : Ssssh !
Me : gave him the what-the-hell do-you-mean look .
Aleks : (shakes head)
Me : Bastard sia .

Seeeeeeeeeeeeee . Stupid dog -.- Tmrw , HE paper . Wah wah wah . Panas laaaah ):

history.

2009-05-12T20:00:00.003+08:00

history is just plain rubbish . I end up blabbering nonsense for the Structured-Essay question . How cool .

"What is the town plan that has been exercised after new resident , John Crawfurd ?"
- The town plan is very effective and residents look up on John Crawfurd .

they were asking for the town plan , I was talking about something else . cool shit or what . And I ended up dreaming and falling asleep for the rest 45 minutes . Oh , how I love myself . ;D

tmrw is Maths Paper 2 . yes , I managed to reviseeeeeeeeeeeee . ^^

Vesak Day .

2009-05-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

Basically , family headed off to a lot of places . First stop , we went to Ngee Ann Poly to send second sister to school . Next stop , went to grandma's house - mummy wanted to celebrate Mother's Day with her . Aww , how sweet ? (: Next , off to a place where they sell pets' stuff . Then , off to Ikea and followed by Courts . Overall , I had fun joking around with fellow family members . Kakak can't stop making me 'melata' . It was awfully awful + ugly + tiring . Moving on , our second last stop is to Simpang Bedok to eat . Last stop , Jurong Point . Kakak treated us to the food and she bought Chewy Junior for dear mummy . But , I decided to join in - Chewy Junior is Chewy & Munchy & Yummy ! :D For the whole journey , sms-ed Syahrizad . Non-stop msg and it was fun ; pouring out our feelings to each other . Tmrw , Science paper and History . & yeah , I have not started revising for History . How cool is tht ? Okay bye !